To do everything I can
To fulfill my desire
My fuel to stick around
But I can't help but lean back
Against the wall
And look straight down
How many years of twisted rules
And obscured answers
Does it take for my peace to arrive?
No one is worth impressing
A connection isn't allowed
I'm locked out of society
And my thoughts win the war against my mind
All I can do is try
And I always will
But nothing works, and everyone is broken
This body, these accomplishments
Nothing of substance seems to matter
I can only push myself through pain
For only so much longer
Be it the mind or the body
Whichever snaps first
I'm paying heavily
The frustration never ends
The comparisons constantly sting
The passed time has diminished the
Scraps of hope I found throughout life
The feelings drop into the gut
I self-suffer another night alone
And anything I attempt
Is just another failure on the pile
The lie of confidence passes me by
The opportunities forever slain
Everything was a mistake
Everything is desperation
Nothing swings my way
It seems I'll never have my day.
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