Friday, January 8, 2021

2021-1-8

I want to improve
As a human being
To be the one to lift up the problems
To be strong and reliable
To be smart and suave
To be capable of catching my dreams
To be the one to help others rise
To prove to the world I'm not a liar
But I'm getting older
Feeling fatigued
Worrying how to keep up the feat
Feeling inferior
Feeling a little wrong
My extroversion is wearing off
Writing the same old tired song
Over and over, wondering how
I can overcome myself and be proud
Time controls me
And problems arise
I'm an alien in society
I have no place where I belong
Those who love me keep me from the dark
But there are times where I struggle to see
I'm scared of failing
Terrified of my mortality
I hope people know who I am
Before I forget myself.