Hmm

Starved for attention
Just a simple animal
He is done being excited
The payoffs never came
Fork in the road
Choose a direction
Something different?, or
Both lead to pain
Continue wasting your lessons
The animal never learns
He is a stupid idealist
Who was left behind decades ago
What worth is his existence
Besides a few memories here and there?
Justify your defense
Because chaos doesn't need to
Evolve now
Or seriously just end this
I crave relief