Final Limit

My patience is pushing me to extremes

I continuously sail through an ocean of screams

2019-11-25

What would life be without people being on edge constantly?

Honey Dripping

Tuning: Open C# Minor

Sugar falls
In containment for days
As it hits the tongue
And gives a flavor in waves
How much longer
Will the fountain run on
Will I get my taste
Or am I trapped in a song

Everything I want is on the floor
Nothing seems to matter anymore

Crystals melt
As I'm playing a game
With my brain and body
Nothing feels the same
Back and forth
Agonizing for years
Will I win for my moment
Or will I get tears

Everything I want is on the floor
Nothing seems to matter anymore
Everything I want is on the floor
Nothing seems to matter

Trust in the universe
I don't think I can summon up the strength
Trust in the universe
But chaos rakes me in and steals my faith

Heavy Risk

Tuning: Open C# Minor

Heavy Risk
Out of line
Big old tired dent in my life

2019-10-11

When will I claim
My chance to start
I'm asking for less
But more is taken from me
How tolerant are the atoms of friendship
To the strain of uncontrolled emotions
How do I continue on
When nothing I want is available?

2019-10-4

You can't see what I see
Because you've already forgotten the past
You're embedded in the jewel of the now
While I am standing outside of the glass
There's no one here to talk to
I have to leave my mind
I'm trying to cope with my existence
I can't stand around, I have to try

2019-9-29

Unhappy again
Should have seen it coming
The feeling never left
Reality never changed
Nothing is ever honest
People are disappointments
I wish I never tried
I realize it never mattered
My efforts will always be meaningless
I wanted to be happy
But I'd kind of rather die
At least with death
There's something real to expect
I really wanted to be happy
I can't.